I cannot sleep once again!!
Not because i don't want to, but because i just can't, i am simply not tired..
You see since the age of 20, i was diagnosed as being mixed Bi-polar II-Bi-polar V..
I was also born with two holes in my heart, one that was fixed recently, but i was told not to expect it to affect my quality of life, it was only fixed to stop me from having strokes...
However, i did not ask to have too live this way...
I am just asking for feedback.
Should i tell my close friends i am bi-polar, only close family, and my girlfriend know that i am...
How would you reply if someone told you they where bi-polar??
I guess some people label bi-polar people, and just shove them into the DSM..
It is really unfortunate, because 90% of people live with some form of this type of illness, 40% are diagnosed, the other 50% can somehow live with the symptoms..
I however can't, i had a few job interviews with a few major companies this past week, and i couldn't even handle the interviews due to stress.
I guess the only companies that really understand me, and know about this that i work for, are Microsoft and Research In Motion...
I just guess i am stuck working online for the rest of my life, even though i would much rather be out in the work force..
Working online is great for a while, but it has its up's and down's...
Not because i don't want to, but because i just can't, i am simply not tired..
You see since the age of 20, i was diagnosed as being mixed Bi-polar II-Bi-polar V..
I was also born with two holes in my heart, one that was fixed recently, but i was told not to expect it to affect my quality of life, it was only fixed to stop me from having strokes...
- I go days without sleeping.
- I usually end up crashing, and sleeping for about 9 hours after being up for 4-7 days straight.
- I have an estimated IQ of 205..
- I sometimes take on too much work then i should, and then i regret it many days later...
However, i did not ask to have too live this way...
I am just asking for feedback.
Should i tell my close friends i am bi-polar, only close family, and my girlfriend know that i am...
How would you reply if someone told you they where bi-polar??
I guess some people label bi-polar people, and just shove them into the DSM..
It is really unfortunate, because 90% of people live with some form of this type of illness, 40% are diagnosed, the other 50% can somehow live with the symptoms..
I however can't, i had a few job interviews with a few major companies this past week, and i couldn't even handle the interviews due to stress.
I guess the only companies that really understand me, and know about this that i work for, are Microsoft and Research In Motion...
I just guess i am stuck working online for the rest of my life, even though i would much rather be out in the work force..
Working online is great for a while, but it has its up's and down's...
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